To be honest, it stopped being about safety a long time ago for me. Nigredo couldn't thrive in the world that he had to be in, so Gaignun had to be created. Then I just got used to being him. I'm not two different people, but it feels that way sometimes.
But I am still Nigredo under it all.
[Ok so maybe he's being a bit of an emotional coward by doing this all in text, but baby steps, right?]
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Date: 2013-04-09 03:36 am (UTC)Are you certain? I understand that you... feel safer, being Gaignun.
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Date: 2013-04-09 03:54 am (UTC)To be honest, it stopped being about safety a long time ago for me. Nigredo couldn't thrive in the world that he had to be in, so Gaignun had to be created. Then I just got used to being him. I'm not two different people, but it feels that way sometimes.
But I am still Nigredo under it all.
[Ok so maybe he's being a bit of an emotional coward by doing this all in text, but baby steps, right?]
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Date: 2013-04-14 02:20 am (UTC)...Thank you.
[Baby steps are still steps.]
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Date: 2013-04-14 04:10 am (UTC)