No, I shouldn't have let this happen. I should have seen it coming.

[The gilt is there both in his posture and in his eyes, but he'll deal with his own feelings later. Right now, protecting SEphiroth is the most important thing to him. He just failed. He won't fail again. Not this time, not now that he has the chance, even if it's temporary, to set right what was done wrong.]

It's not about him wanting to see you. It's about you needing to see him.